Saturday, June 27, 2009

A brand new World to Me

I would survive, in a
New staying place
New roommate
New working environment
New friends
And etc.....

I told myself
I have to adapt to the completely NEW WORLD to me
I have to be independent
I have to create my own charisma at work
I have to build up good relationship with my colleagues

My motto to my new life

Work Hard, Work Smart, and Play Hard


Good luck to me!!!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

暗恋

暗恋 对你我来说应该都不陌生
相信大家都曾有过这段唯美经验

因为一些共同的朋友而让我俩相识
以前从不知道你对我的感觉
还常和你 SMS 聊
有的没的废话一堆


知道以后我变得害羞
殊不知该如何面对你
能聊的现在变得却步
我们的相识也许太晚


暧昧的感觉好奇妙
想拥有却又握不住
想放弃却又挥不去
兜来兜去
最终还是回到了原点
你还是你
我还是我

两个没有交集的个体

暗恋
已放手了的幸福
也只能平淡回味

Friday, June 19, 2009

My Decision, Signed

Went over The Plaza, Beach Rd this noon. This is a place where new challenges are awaiting me. Met up with my boss's PA, I read, re-confirmed and asking about my doubts. Made up my decision, I signed the offer letter in joining a company in Sg, CIS.

I am currently looking for a share room, best to be nearer to MRT stn, and a good roommate as what I had before. Going Sg again this Sunday to meet my cousin, ah zhen jie..She is my closest relative there. I need her help lots. And she is the one who provides financial support to me for the first month. Thanks to her.

I went CS (City Square)today after Sg to buy some stuffs. On the way I walked from JB Kastam to CS, I met Mr. CH---One of the JJ(johor jaya) gang's member. We were not able to talk with each other but we did some non-verbal communication (we saw each other at the opposite escalator). I think this was the first time he saw me in formal wear. Quite some time I didn't join their gang, the last yumcha session with them was May 2006, before I went KL. That was a farewell yumcha session. That's why they scolded me a lot, in phone.

Something I have to mention today, I ate the tasteless ramen---that I love to eat at "Oh! Sushi", MidValley, with my sista gang. I took it in "Nippon Yataimura", CS level 3, around Innercity Food there. Its taste just like MAggie mee, great differ if compared to MidValley Oh Sushi's ramen . I will never step in that shop again, I think.

I took my dinner myself, while waiting Someone to fecth me at CS. Again, tired...

I have to have a good rest tonight. There is a Ptn sista gang gathering tomorrow night because our Ms. Lim Run Li is going back Kelantan for her endless medic course again. She is the last graduate candidate among our gang, 2 years more, my godness.

Last but not least, Happy Father's Day...

Thursday, June 18, 2009

男人,女人

女人说 你很聪明
男人说 你很天真
相反的话
说给谁听


是这样吗


玩笑的话
听起来让人沮丧
说起来觉得刺耳
嗡嗡声 吵个不停
请安静 闭上烂嘴


不懂你的人

想念

突然好想念kL的朋友们
你们都好吗?


想念不需挂在嘴上
想念却放在我心上

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

他,外婆

那天的你 如此的消瘦
看在眼里 如此的心疼
十分钟 我与你的最后一面
没有交谈 但你都明白
我对你的关心 对你的疼爱

听见你轻声地说话
看见你缓慢的动作
我无能为力


那天 你走了
走得安祥


也许你累了
也许你想他了
也许他招唤你了


也许
解脱对你也是件好事


我诚心为你祈祷
天上人间
您的快乐天堂

Interview Days

I had gone through 4 interviews within this few days
Over the Singapore and Johor Bahru
I went for these four places myself by public transport
No one accompany me or guide me to go
It amazed my friends, who know me well
* Since they said I am weak, not independent enough sometimes
And, I was impressed by myself


The first place I went was Mount Austin Height, JB
I took Maju 96 to JB Larkin
Then from Larkin to Pandan The Store bus stop, a place I never been before
My sis told me to ring the bell once I saw “The Store” and get down there
From there I took taxi to go, nearer and cheaper compared direct from Larkin
I went this interview for the post of Copywriter (Mandarin)
It was a Feng Shui company, I knew about it only when I entered the company
The boss gave me an interview form to fill up and two questions to answer, Sweated
The paper included 1 mandarin essay and 1 translation script from Chinese to English
This paper took me 1 hour to answer because I reach at 4.30pm and the time to knock off would be 6pm
I took half an hour to chat with him and
He offered me with acceptable salary, but I rejected after deeper thought


Yesterday I woke up at 5am and ahead to Gelang Patah at 6.15am
This was the second time I went over Singapore by bus, yet the First time I went alone myself from Tuas Second Link
I took CW3 ahead to Jurong East MRT stn
Interchange at City Hall and ahead to Kembangan LRT
I took taxi from Kembangan to Jln Senang Crescent, where 0.9km to reach the company
I met Mr. Andy (the minor shareholder of orgn, the small boss) and chat with him about 45mins for the post of sales and marketing executive
This was a machinery trading corporation and they actually required someone from either engineering or marketing background
He was a very nice person and talked to me very softly, I felt relax to speak with him
There were chances to go oversea for work, about 2-3 times a year since they were expanding their business to oversea countries
This was the most comfortable interview section I had and I keen in joining, but there was no news from him up till now, Arggg……..


I finished the interview at 11am and I walked out, tried to call Taxi but can’t get through
I was scared because this was an industrial area, not really near to MRT stn
I kept walking till I saw a coffee shop
Without thinking I walked in and seek for help
A guy told me the way to the nearest bus station and I took SBS 42, the only bus out from this area


I went to Bugis Junction to walk around and took my lunch and waiting for the next appointment at The Plaza, around 10mins walk from Bugis LRT stn
I get tension by the time I reached the office, I saw everyone was so busy with work and the phone kept rang all the times
This was an International Certification Organisation in Singapore
The staff in Front Office told me that MD was engaged in short meeting with Admin Manager and I have to wait
The waiting moments made me nervous
I was called to meet with Mr. Dave in his room and we chatted about 40mins I think
I got shocked by him at the beginning because the questions he asked were out of my expectation and different with my last two interview
He didn’t request me introduce myself or his company but my family members (in the end only I realize that he want me to be in a comfort zone, with a simple question as starter, maybe)
He viewed through my entire cert at the beginning and started asked about what I studied for the subjects he selected (in UTAR)
He asked me to talk about UTAR, my FYP, and my activities in campus
He requested his PA, senior sales and marketing Exe to join the interview section after we chatted around 10 mins
Luckily they asked for some common questions like what is the reason for me to pursue my career in Sg, what I plan to achieve, what my previous working experiences, etc
I was requested by Mr. Dave to promote myself in 2 minutes, at least
Followed by asking me to talk about my strengths and weaknesses

Mr. Dave kept ask me why why why and made me breathless
The senior exe told me about the general ideas of my job scopes
I was told by Mr. Dave that they would be an evaluation meeting tonight for the whole day interview candidates


I went back after home at around 5.30pm
Something excited me on the way I back to Pontian
I received the call from the Admin Manager, Jenny
She told me that Mr. Dave has decided to employ me
And I got what I expected
I didn’t accept this offer straight away but requested for a little more time to evaluate this offer


I went Singapore again the next morning for appointment at Novena Square 2
Once I reached the Novena branch, Vivian asked me to meet up with another PIC in Sembawang branch, oh my god
I was not really interested to this job because it required working every weekend, 6 days work
The PIC was 100% Singaporean style with her SOMBONG attitude while talking with me
I traveled from Novena to Sembawang, but this interview only took me 10 mins
Sigh……………..


I met up with Mr. Dave at 5.30pm after receiving the call again from Jenny
She said he hope can meet me once again before he fly over HK on Wed
I talked again with Mr. Dave, he prepared the written offer letter for me, left the starting date of work blank for me, yet hopes I can start work as soon to assist the Senior Exe, because there was a pregnant lady who is going on leave for giving birth soon
Hope I can follow-up her works, I have to trained as soon to make sure I can cope with it later on
I still rejected to sign the offer letter at this moment and promised to reply them latest by this Friday



I am not get ready yet to start work next week, but I have to prepare start from now
Things go very fast and I have to make up my decision
Last two weeks still grumbling about jobless problems
Now have to prepare myself to work in industry



These few days were a tiring and long journey to me
I met some nice and friendly people who assisted me to find the places where I want to go
I met good taxi drivers to lead me how to walk back to MRT stn after interview
I met good interviewers where I had a great time to spoke with them
I am glad to meet them