温柔的早安

每天五分钟的路程

每天走着一样的路

每天遇见一样的人

尤其是你

天天会见到的“老伯伯”

讨厌你每天那温柔的早安

我不需要

就算治安再好

我也会害怕

请离我远点

五之乐

拖着疲惫的身心 却有着愉悦的心情

踏上周末旅途的快车

通往一条归属感之路

不理老板的简讯

做个叛逆的员工

“五”时三十分

准时回家

眼前是海蓝蓝的

不再是灰黑色的天空

快乐星期“五”

欢迎回家

Nothing in my Sg life

I have been worked in Sg for 3 months
Getting familiar to my workplace
My staying place
My colleagues my new friends
Have own financial capability
To grab what I need & what I want
Everything looks right
But why
I am not happy at all
Compared to my previous study time
Maybe, it is a stage for me to grow
Working life is much more stressful
Boss expect you to be capable as you are a "Degree Holder"
Should know everything & able to accomplish all tasks given by him
Without excuse
I am sick of listening this
My life is nothing besides of working
Only meeting friends to dine once a week
Watching Channel U & 8 at night
Eating & Sleeping
That's it
All these make my weight kept increase actually, oh my god
Is this the life for working adults?
Crazy Sg people love to work overtime
Without any OT pay
No matter they are single, unavailable or married people
Poor Malaysians have to follow their "Kiasu Culture"
To survive in this fast growing country
But, this is a path i chose myself

Fortunately, I have great weekend at my lovely hometown, Ptn
5 days work enables me to back home every Friday night
To have superb time with my parents, my friends & him
And luckily few of my colleagues are Malaysians
They are taking good care of me

I am planning
How should I improve my life to a Quality Level
What I plan to achieve before the end of year 2009
My dream Omnia 2
**shit cost $$900
My English Course
Or
Should I keep fit first to be presentable Marketing Personnel?

I am trying to enjoy my life
To keep telling myself I am learning lots thing here with "zero" payment
Yet, company is paying me
Motivation is given by "Lim Bum Bum"
To move forward

夕阳

处在冷气房

看不见太阳

日与夜

分不清

我的夕阳

好想念

Happy Birthday to LCT

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you you you

Happy Birthday to you

Lim Chee tiong

A song for you

Miss your birthday celebration this year

Anyway

Wish you all the best

Smile always

Pr2

My dear pr 2 classmates

How are you

There are some updates of pr2 dinner sessions in FB

I am so envy

Never join any gathering since graduated

I am far away from you

When is the next pr2 gathering

I want to be there

Plan earlier, so I can join the next round maybe

Missss lots

My friends

一个人

一个人 走在大街上
看着喧闹的城市
身在拥挤人群中
看着对对的情人
不想一人
想有人陪
你在那 我却看不见

一个人忙碌的工作
望着弥蒙的自己
假装着我无所谓
望着镜里的自己
昨日情伤
又谁晓得
你去哪 能告诉我吗

有你在 的我
很放心
有你在 的我
感觉贴心

你给我温暖的一个拥抱
早上醒来轻轻的一个吻
会是我开心一天的原因
这样的甜蜜能维持多久


一觉醒来 才发现你不在
空荡荡的家
被掏空的心
需要多少时间抚平
我不知道

一个人
我
想他了


*P/s: 她的心情故事，却让我有种事曾相似的感觉

Waiting my good Friday

There is a gathering tomorrow night after work, in Sg
Our little rich girl girl will drive her Honda Civic to Sg
*We are proud of you, you bought your own new car with your own capability
And fetch us to dinner
A crazy night awaiting us

My earlier birthday celebration in Sg
My first birthday celebration in Sg

A gang of good friends celebrate for me every year
At different places, although mostly in Ptn
Thanks dear all
I appreciate...

周末，友人

星期六的夜晚 即轻松又快乐 是难得让我的脑袋瓜休息的日子

更加开心的是 短短几天的假期 让我充电储存精力后能再继续努力


这样的美好夜晚 巧约了从英国回来的朋友叙旧

几年不见的友人 见了面 即熟悉又陌生

大家说着各自的境况 工作朋友家人伴侣旅行

谈不完聊不完的话题 让之前稍有陌生的感觉完全消失


这样的聚会 是少之又少的 珍惜这难得碰上的机会

如今风光的外表 背后的血与泪 却又有多少人能看见

你奋斗的精神 得到我的敬佩 是我学习的好对象


加油 我对自己说

Reservation for Extra Cards, August Convo

Dear all

Reservation for extra cards through Alumni is available NOW!!!
Anyone has extra one more card for my sister to attend the convo?
Please contact me if any..
I will appreciate and thanks..

My 3rd Week, Confirmed

I called my MD for discussing client's proposal last monday
Before we ended the call, he said there was a good news for me
I wonder
I was so blur at that moment
My brain seem could not function well anymore
Because of the whole day work yet still staying in office untill 7pm

He told me
He confirmed me as permanent staff
I was no longer under the probation
I would get what I expected started from my first month

I was happy after receiving his confirmation at the first day of the week
I got my first pay end of the last week
And I treat my family to eat the first supper
With the money i earned by myself

Two Weeks Work in Sg

I think I am still adapting to my new life. Met my new roommate, Felicia, a girl from Kulai, but have been stayed over Sg for 4 years. A graphic designer, graduated from Nanyang Poly around one year ago. I shared a master bed room with her, with attached bathroom. The room and space are not very big, yet still comfortable. Nevertheless, I miss my ex-roommate lots, cat.

Working life is totally different with study life. Wake up early in the morning and back home at night. Compared to what we did sometimes before, “ponteng class when raining, oversleep, etc”, No more excuse of not going to work. I took 50 minutes journey to my workplace at Bugis area, by train and walking.

What my feeling after joining CIS, the working tempo is very fast, time pass in the twinkling of eyes as we are really busy all the times, have and forced to be fast learner, and damn pressure at work actually. I learned lots of new knowledge and they were thoroughly not related to my previous degree course at all.

One thing I kept grumble is, boss is expecting all employees to overtime everyday, but with NO overtime claim, my godness. Happily, he awarded us with some outing programs during week days within 3 months once.

I have to handle clients individually start from next week, anxious, tension, yet excited. I hope I can handle well, even though I am not yet reach the level of what senior exe doing. By the time I feel like to give up because of the stress from work, I will tell myself, I am paid by Someone while I am learning. And I am the winner in the end, my pressure release then.

I believe I can….

My Good Friday

I am not going to work todaY

Attending a seminar at Community Center for the morning session

Yogo Session after lunch

Ahead to Singapore Country Club at Changi at 3pm

Hope I have fun today

This is an company outing organised by my dear boss, Dave

Overtime

Still OT now
Time 7.21pm
Just took my dinner, tomyam bi hun in office
I am waiting my boss and there is something to discuss with him
It is late
Why don't he let me to talk first before he met up his part time auditor
Sign

Waiting...
Waiting...

A brand new World to Me

I would survive, in a
New staying place
New roommate
New working environment
New friends
And etc.....

I told myself
I have to adapt to the completely NEW WORLD to me
I have to be independent
I have to create my own charisma at work
I have to build up good relationship with my colleagues

My motto to my new life

Work Hard, Work Smart, and Play Hard


Good luck to me!!!

暗恋

暗恋 对你我来说应该都不陌生
相信大家都曾有过这段唯美经验

因为一些共同的朋友而让我俩相识
以前从不知道你对我的感觉
还常和你 SMS 聊
有的没的废话一堆

知道以后我变得害羞
殊不知该如何面对你
能聊的现在变得却步
我们的相识也许太晚

暧昧的感觉好奇妙
想拥有却又握不住
想放弃却又挥不去
兜来兜去
最终还是回到了原点
你还是你
我还是我
两个没有交集的个体

暗恋
已放手了的幸福
也只能平淡回味

My Decision, Signed

Went over The Plaza, Beach Rd this noon. This is a place where new challenges are awaiting me. Met up with my boss's PA, I read, re-confirmed and asking about my doubts. Made up my decision, I signed the offer letter in joining a company in Sg, CIS.

I am currently looking for a share room, best to be nearer to MRT stn, and a good roommate as what I had before. Going Sg again this Sunday to meet my cousin, ah zhen jie..She is my closest relative there. I need her help lots. And she is the one who provides financial support to me for the first month. Thanks to her.

I went CS (City Square)today after Sg to buy some stuffs. On the way I walked from JB Kastam to CS, I met Mr. CH---One of the JJ(johor jaya) gang's member. We were not able to talk with each other but we did some non-verbal communication (we saw each other at the opposite escalator). I think this was the first time he saw me in formal wear. Quite some time I didn't join their gang, the last yumcha session with them was May 2006, before I went KL. That was a farewell yumcha session. That's why they scolded me a lot, in phone.

Something I have to mention today, I ate the tasteless ramen---that I love to eat at "Oh! Sushi", MidValley, with my sista gang. I took it in "Nippon Yataimura", CS level 3, around Innercity Food there. Its taste just like MAggie mee, great differ if compared to MidValley Oh Sushi's ramen . I will never step in that shop again, I think.

I took my dinner myself, while waiting Someone to fecth me at CS. Again, tired...

I have to have a good rest tonight. There is a Ptn sista gang gathering tomorrow night because our Ms. Lim Run Li is going back Kelantan for her endless medic course again. She is the last graduate candidate among our gang, 2 years more, my godness.

Last but not least, Happy Father's Day...

男人，女人

女人说 你很聪明
男人说 你很天真
相反的话
说给谁听


是这样吗


玩笑的话
听起来让人沮丧
说起来觉得刺耳
嗡嗡声 吵个不停
请安静 闭上烂嘴


不懂你的人

想念

突然好想念kL的朋友们

你们都好吗？

想念不需挂在嘴上

想念却放在我心上

他，外婆

那天的你 如此的消瘦
看在眼里 如此的心疼
十分钟 我与你的最后一面
没有交谈 但你都明白
我对你的关心 对你的疼爱

听见你轻声地说话
看见你缓慢的动作
我无能为力

那天 你走了
走得安祥

也许你累了
也许你想他了
也许他招唤你了

也许
解脱对你也是件好事

我诚心为你祈祷
天上人间
您的快乐天堂

Interview Days

I had gone through 4 interviews within this few days
Over the Singapore and Johor Bahru
I went for these four places myself by public transport
No one accompany me or guide me to go
It amazed my friends, who know me well
* Since they said I am weak, not independent enough sometimes
And, I was impressed by myself

The first place I went was Mount Austin Height, JB
I took Maju 96 to JB Larkin
Then from Larkin to Pandan The Store bus stop, a place I never been before
My sis told me to ring the bell once I saw “The Store” and get down there
From there I took taxi to go, nearer and cheaper compared direct from Larkin
I went this interview for the post of Copywriter (Mandarin)
It was a Feng Shui company, I knew about it only when I entered the company
The boss gave me an interview form to fill up and two questions to answer, Sweated
The paper included 1 mandarin essay and 1 translation script from Chinese to English
This paper took me 1 hour to answer because I reach at 4.30pm and the time to knock off would be 6pm
I took half an hour to chat with him and
He offered me with acceptable salary, but I rejected after deeper thought

Yesterday I woke up at 5am and ahead to Gelang Patah at 6.15am
This was the second time I went over Singapore by bus, yet the First time I went alone myself from Tuas Second Link
I took CW3 ahead to Jurong East MRT stn
Interchange at City Hall and ahead to Kembangan LRT
I took taxi from Kembangan to Jln Senang Crescent, where 0.9km to reach the company
I met Mr. Andy (the minor shareholder of orgn, the small boss) and chat with him about 45mins for the post of sales and marketing executive
This was a machinery trading corporation and they actually required someone from either engineering or marketing background
He was a very nice person and talked to me very softly, I felt relax to speak with him
There were chances to go oversea for work, about 2-3 times a year since they were expanding their business to oversea countries
This was the most comfortable interview section I had and I keen in joining, but there was no news from him up till now, Arggg……..

I finished the interview at 11am and I walked out, tried to call Taxi but can’t get through
I was scared because this was an industrial area, not really near to MRT stn
I kept walking till I saw a coffee shop
Without thinking I walked in and seek for help
A guy told me the way to the nearest bus station and I took SBS 42, the only bus out from this area

I went to Bugis Junction to walk around and took my lunch and waiting for the next appointment at The Plaza, around 10mins walk from Bugis LRT stn
I get tension by the time I reached the office, I saw everyone was so busy with work and the phone kept rang all the times
This was an International Certification Organisation in Singapore
The staff in Front Office told me that MD was engaged in short meeting with Admin Manager and I have to wait
The waiting moments made me nervous
I was called to meet with Mr. Dave in his room and we chatted about 40mins I think
I got shocked by him at the beginning because the questions he asked were out of my expectation and different with my last two interview
He didn’t request me introduce myself or his company but my family members (in the end only I realize that he want me to be in a comfort zone, with a simple question as starter, maybe)
He viewed through my entire cert at the beginning and started asked about what I studied for the subjects he selected (in UTAR)
He asked me to talk about UTAR, my FYP, and my activities in campus
He requested his PA, senior sales and marketing Exe to join the interview section after we chatted around 10 mins
Luckily they asked for some common questions like what is the reason for me to pursue my career in Sg, what I plan to achieve, what my previous working experiences, etc
I was requested by Mr. Dave to promote myself in 2 minutes, at least
Followed by asking me to talk about my strengths and weaknesses
Mr. Dave kept ask me why why why and made me breathless
The senior exe told me about the general ideas of my job scopes
I was told by Mr. Dave that they would be an evaluation meeting tonight for the whole day interview candidates

I went back after home at around 5.30pm
Something excited me on the way I back to Pontian
I received the call from the Admin Manager, Jenny
She told me that Mr. Dave has decided to employ me
And I got what I expected
I didn’t accept this offer straight away but requested for a little more time to evaluate this offer

I went Singapore again the next morning for appointment at Novena Square 2
Once I reached the Novena branch, Vivian asked me to meet up with another PIC in Sembawang branch, oh my god
I was not really interested to this job because it required working every weekend, 6 days work
The PIC was 100% Singaporean style with her SOMBONG attitude while talking with me
I traveled from Novena to Sembawang, but this interview only took me 10 mins
Sigh……………..

I met up with Mr. Dave at 5.30pm after receiving the call again from Jenny
She said he hope can meet me once again before he fly over HK on Wed
I talked again with Mr. Dave, he prepared the written offer letter for me, left the starting date of work blank for me, yet hopes I can start work as soon to assist the Senior Exe, because there was a pregnant lady who is going on leave for giving birth soon
Hope I can follow-up her works, I have to trained as soon to make sure I can cope with it later on
I still rejected to sign the offer letter at this moment and promised to reply them latest by this Friday


I am not get ready yet to start work next week, but I have to prepare start from now
Things go very fast and I have to make up my decision
Last two weeks still grumbling about jobless problems
Now have to prepare myself to work in industry


These few days were a tiring and long journey to me
I met some nice and friendly people who assisted me to find the places where I want to go
I met good taxi drivers to lead me how to walk back to MRT stn after interview
I met good interviewers where I had a great time to spoke with them
I am glad to meet them

I cried

I am going home later
Maybe at noon
Finish packing all my stuffs
Tired but do not feel like to sleep

Msn with few friends before I sleep
Firstly, moy
Followed by ky, hao and ct
To say bye to them before I off my pc

Just 5 minutes conversation with hao
Just chatting as usual
But my feeling was totally different
I couldn't control myself
My tears came
I cried

I thought I won't be so sad when I leave
But I am really cheerless now
Lots of memories flashed into my mind
I found that
I really miss you very much
I really miss you very much

Hao and ky scolded me about my FB status
"My kl life ended"
I should say, my kl life will continue
Some day, when I back to Kl
For the pR2 gathering
Hope it can be held successfully every year, at least

I will be back
No matter how busy I am
No matter how far I am

My 3 years kl life
Happy+ Enjoy + Interesting+ memorable
I will remember everyone of you
In my deep heart

Take care ya my friend
Keep in touch always

**Please join the PR2 group in FB, keep update there.

Wednesday and Thursday

My days after graduate Part 2
pR 2 activities
Wednesday night + Thursday morning

Puchong bbQ night + Morning swimming session
Hot yet memorable + COld but fun

On wednesday night, we were having bbq at our dearest class rep, Mr. Nicholas Ng house at Puchong.
His parents treat us friendly

Here were some photos we took that night~


pR2 Puchong bBq night
13th May 2009
This was the first time I went puchong

PR2 plus Uncle Ng

PR2 plus Nic's daddy mummy

Jenn, Jp, Shally & Stephy

Chris, Kuein, Tiong & Hao
Yummy yummy

What you guys doing?
Stephy looks so fierce

Jp and me

A small gift from stephy
I like it very much, thanks ya

Kiss
Ky scare, haha

pR2 with small gifts from moy
shoot 1

pR2 with small gifts from moy
shoot 2

We left from nic's house at around 12++pm
Me and hao overnight at amy and eliz's house
It is because of our next activitiy in the next morning

We wake up at 6.30am It was a cold morning, it was raining Waiting for shally and stephy to join us And finally our morning swimming session success
Cool!!! Had the dinsum at ss2 as our breakfast
Back home and sleep then

My days after GRaduate

8th May 2009
Amy, chris, hao, shally & stephy
Mid valley Oh Sushi
5 gals gathering
For the purpose of buying swimsuit
eating and chatting

We, in mirror

Last shoot before we left

We helped hao to find her swimsuit after lunch
We walked around jusco and metrojaya
We found few sets of swimsuit for her to try
But in the end she couldn't get what she wants

Going back home at around 4.30pm
Dine with housemates at Jaya One, Brisik
And going home the next morning

She Smile, I Smile

It was a great night. All her four children were coming back for this celebration. We had a meal at home, ate what our lovely mummy cooked for us. It is Blissful. For her and for us. A small celebration we had at home, she was happy as long as her children stayed with her. What a simple minded mother wants!!!

Happy Mother's Day
Love you always, mummy

A strawberry cake for her. And she love it.
I had celebrated 2 times mother day on both Saturday and Sunday night. The first night I celebrated with my lovely mummy at home and then outing with my friends. Finally, I met up with them. Yeah yeah....And the second night, I was celebrating with Mr. Chua's family. We had the dinner outside then.

FULLY booked on Saturday and Sunday. LAstly, I back to Kl on Monday noon for coming pr2 activities. My last week kl life, I will move back johor soon.

I don't miss the KL life.
But I miss you guys,
my friends here..

Bye UTAR

Finished the last paper today, no more organisation communication.Sweat to do the paper within 2 hours. I had used up 1 hour and 5 mins to do the question 1. I kept fail to the time control over the papers this semester, both media ethics and organ comm. I had told myself to manage my time well before entering the hall. The reminding did not seem work at all after I started to do the question. But I was still so happy and excited after the paper.

Then, hao suggested to have a Yamcha session since everyone not felt like going home at that moment. And we planned to go somewhere with aircon to high-tea. We stayed at the entrance of Utar for quite some time and lastly, decided to go the nearest place, Jaya One " Simply Fusion". Because of its cake.




Hao was hungry and she ordered a fried Utong
RM 11.80




I ordered a piece of cake
RM5.80


The cakes shared by shally, stephy and me



Cake + chris



At around 6pm, we went off because of shally and stephy's swimming plan. Me and hao followed them along. Hao was trying to avoid the traffic jam and I just don't feel like to go home so early. We sat besides of the pool and chatted for lots of things. We even suggested to swim early in the morning on next wednesday. I never try before, and I would like to try then. Lots of pr2 plans to be carried out within these two weeks, before I leave kl. Tomorrow there is another girls' gathering with the same people, kaka~me, hao, shally, stephy and one more, amy.


~我期待~

The Most Disgusting Person I met

Half way revision today
The hot weather made me moody
And the worst thing happened
He came I think

They passed by my room
A "special" smile and
V and Ho cast me a glance
I can guess what's on the mind from the expression in their eyes

I knew
He came
The one I strongly dislike
The most disgusting person I met here

Oh my god
Again
My first response was

Quite some time we don't contact with each other
I just simply don't answer the call
I just simply don't reply the message
I just simply ignore the msn message
I just simply don't say HI even *the one was in front of me

My message sent to *the one was simple an clear
Was there any generation gap?
Were we using different language to communicate?
Could you just be clever a little bit more?
Were you obtuse in understanding or slow in responding?

Please do me a favor
I want to get rid of *the one
I want delete *the one from my friend list
Forever and ever

I just want to give vent to my unhappiness and express my discontent. Now, back to my revision. You have to study already.

Exciting

Most of them had finished theirs final
Through the FB
I read the comments they left to me
I chat with them online

I can sense their happiness
I can feel their excitement

They are planning where to go NOW
When to go back our lovely Pontian
How to spend their holidays
And
Who are going to meet then

How envy I am.....

Ms. little yee date me out this week
With KL + hometown friends
Tack+ ching siang+ chien+ bum+ yee
Genting or shopping or movie
She lets me decide

By the time
My sista are coming back Pontian this week
Ms. Lim Run Li from Kelantan
Ms. Girl girl from JB
Ms. Xiao Hua from Sg
Ms. Han han from Sg
Mr. Nai ping from Sg
Ms. Bum bum from KL maybe

Another meeting they date with me
I wonder
Can I join?

I am far away from them
I missed lots of our gathering recently
I miss them so much
My Pontian gang
My Pontian sista

Miss a lots
I will back soon
Wait.........

Damm exciting now
I want to meet up with you guys asap
Exam please end earlier and faster

一通电话，一句问候，一颗心

手握着电话
看着那号码
想起那张脸
犹豫着

因为一些人 一些事
久久都未联络
对他曾经失望
对他无法谅解

时间或许冲淡一切
一个恰巧的机会
一个联络的方式
一通电话
一句问候

才发现
原来 我们的心
还是一样
还在原地

谁也没有离开谁
一起玩乐的日子
一起谈心的日子
还放在你我心头

再也没有讨厌
再也没有生疏
换来的是祝福
一颗心
越离越近

DNMCH

3 years passed
My Cantonese is still so disappointing
I can't speak
But at least
I can listen, LUCKILY


Someone said
Watch those HK drama
Listen to those Cantonese music
Practicing, speaking by using Cantonese


Someone said
The fastest way to learn is
Practicing those RUDE WORDS
Then my Cantonese learning lesson will go smoothly

I laugh


And
I leaned from him
Simply because
I think the RUDE WORDS from his mouth
Is the most pleasant to hear


Let me remind what I had learned from him
Qi sin
So hai
Mahai
Chao hai
Cibai
Niama
Nia seng
Machap
Tuilam
Diu lei


And the most "GENG" I think
And the most recently I learned
In McD from him that day


"DNMCH"


WHAT AM I DOING?
THIS IS NOT CHRIS AT ALL!!!
YOU MAY SAY THAT


Whether I use it or not is another issue
I just learned
And I will know
If someone scold me


Sincerely
I don't think these words are bad to learn
And harmful to me
It is just another way to express certain feeling


Anyway
Thanks, someone
My PRO Cantonese tutor


(**P/s: SOMEONE, don't complain that I didn't write about you in blog anymore. As promise, this blog is written for you after 3rd paper)

Satisfy ???

怎么了

天灰灰的

地蓝蓝的

心闷闷的

搞不懂的

我

有点累了

我的休息站

在哪

Ended

This was the last week of my uni life
3 years time in kl
like a fast journey
I can't believe
It was ended

I am gonna to miss it
My study life
My kl friends
And
My kl's home

From 13th--18th April
From Monday to Sunday
Fully utilized of my every single day in this week
Satiated with planning activities
Hanging around with a gang of good friends
Eating
Shopping
Movie
BBq
Yamcha+ing
Sing K+ing
Gave me no breathing space
But I enjoy

One week activities:

Monday, 13th Apr, Sungai Wang Green Box

Tuesday, 14th Apr, One Utama Chilis

Wednesday, 15th Apr, Utar, Ms. Jullian class

Wednesday, 15th Apr, PJ new town, Strawberry Farm

Thursday, 16th Apr, OneUtama, Friday 13th

Friday, 17th Apr, Sec 17, BBQ



Saturday, 18th Apr, One Utama, Shogun





Sunday, 19th Apr, Sec 16, KFC


Ended